Injusitice, habitual impediments to something I really want done/completed, and dishonesty.....but injustice is a BIG anger trigger for me. How do I deal with it? I try to be accepting, logistical, and find someway of correcting it.

"little do they know we do see the world exactly as it is even while wearing rose colored

glasses."

Oh so true Kerra!!
we choose to be optimistic, we choose to be "delusional pollyannas" , it's not cuz we don't know what's for dinner!

jealousy. people sugarcoating things when i know whats up. dishonesty.

after months of being tolerable of someone's b.s. i eventually explode and its quite a surprise. whoah! u didnt know i had it in me didja? pushed to the limit.

i try to maintain composure in jealousy issues,. i used to be amazing but in recent years i havent been as graceful hehe but when i have been ive been complimented on how well i handled things and how cool i am. little do they know the storm inside my head. im friendly to the reason i am feeling jealous and am told i have a great vibe, little does she know the awful things ive thought about her in my head. (hehe, no i dont have a great vibe, im a fuckin bitch actually)

dishonesty, sugarcoating, bugs me. sometimes it goes up trhere with trying to remain composed.

i am also know to flip out when i am angry and scream and yell 'christ on a fucking cructh!' and kick or punch things..

there have been times that i have been miserable, on the verge of tears all day, and no one will have been able to tell. ive just been so positive they never would have guessed i was upset they tell me.
crazy huh

Well Said Kerra.........I dont hold anything against anyone for to long i guess but heart is tend and i deal by crying......what eles is there but the truth of the matter...

someone trying to put chains on me, thats the worst
modern mechanical marvels that wont work no matter how many times ive totally rebuilt them (cars are tops)
dishonesty, jealousy and pushing me where i dont wanna be
i usually dont do much more than raise my volume and drop my voice low
at least not around people
once im alone ill split wood or knock down a tree or 2
i should tell you im a redhead with the fire to match
german polish scot dutch and norwegian ancestry, im a bigboy

War as worst, killing the violence and inhumanity on up to the extreme lack of intolerance, the Apathy, the Inability for people to relate, communicate, All that is the division bell. And on the other side Subtle disrespect for perfection, Love creativity, Uniqueness, individuality, unity, community, friends first relationships, and then when love is finally possible, The inability of realities Acceptance of it, or respect enough to Honor preference, choice freedom diversity, and even difference, and then the feelings of velocity un_aided when there is such abundance, Looking into the eyes of live and she says no once again, Transitioning, regaining and keepin'on keep'in on knowing all the pain of the past and all the hope of the future yet that hope never comes untill it does an hour or an eternity, an inch or a Thousand mile, still the good enough as perfect is enough yet never enough, untill Love is, and then etc. until Peace is, and then etc. Until, until, and until
~Still WaTer~ and then again etc. ~Journey~ and even Then Oo0oO and Twilight of Oo0oO and many forms of and even Twilight of Minglewood, but still wondering When and Where HU is Love is and are ToB ~Peace & Blessings~with Huor~journey